Mistrust
Oct. 29th, 2008 | 11:08 am
location: home
mood: 
sad
music: 102.9 wokw
As you already know I don't say much on here,but today I must. It's been gnawing after me since this morning and I figured iI should get it off my chest.
Twice I have betrayed the one who trusted me the most. I feel realy bad about this so by days end I will have deleted my journal and all it's contents which really isn't that much.
So For Now I Am Bidding Farewell................................
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Today Begins The Torment for Surgeries
Mar. 20th, 2006 | 06:51 am
mood: 
depressed
music: none
Just thought I'd update here since I haven't done so in awhile. Today I begin the torture of getting ready for my surgeries. One is March 29 th and the other is April 6th. Im not really looking foward to either.
Today however I get my blood work and other things done in preparation for such events. Last night about 9:30p I had my last meal of the evening. One of the blood tests require fasting. I know as soon as I'm done with all my tests I am getting something to eat. I'll be starved before I get home.
There is not much really going on to write about aside from my beginning to get depressed over the whole situation, but it has to be done.
Enough said. Thanx for listening.
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What am I??
Dec. 20th, 2005 | 02:56 am
You are the World
Completion, Good Reward.
The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion.
The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
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Letter to Santa
Dec. 8th, 2005 | 09:14 pm
 Dear Santa...Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Tuesday I didn't flush (-1 points). Last week I gave change to a homeless guy (19 points). In August I farted in an elevator (-6 points). In November I donated bone marrow to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} mizerable_unmei in a life-saving procedure (300 points). In April on a flight to Bangladesh, I stole the emergency flight information card (-40 points). Overall, I've been nice (272 points). For Christmas I deserve a toy train! Sincerely, |
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Which House of a Thousand Corpses Am I ??
Dec. 3rd, 2005 | 08:41 pm
You are Mother Firefly! A homemaker gone bad.
You've been convicted of prostitution and
murder. Um...way to go?
Which House of 1000 Corpses character are you?
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(no subject)
Nov. 25th, 2005 | 03:02 pm
mood: 
worried
music: texas football game
| Your Hair Should Be Purple |
 Intense, thoughtful, and unconventional. You're always philosophizing and inspiring others with your insights. |
Me in purple hair ??? Imagine that .
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Donald's Passing
Nov. 2nd, 2005 | 03:03 am
Hello once again,
This time I come to you in sadness and anger. The sadness being that my cousin Donald Smitley,Sr. passed away on Halloween night. He had his problems as I'm sure we all do. His end was not so peaceful as my Uncle had stated he was swollen and was not expected to make it. When one has an alcohol problem it's called cirrosis of the liver , and I think thas what he might have had.
Now on to my anger. Some people in this world have no respect for the dead no matter whose relative it is. It would be nice if the same thing blew up in the persons face that said it. They must remember they have relatives too, some old and some new, and you never know when theyre gonna go and how. So take a few minutes and sit back and look in the mirror, you are no immortal and neither is your family. They all have die sometime, and then would you think they deserved what they got??? I don't think so. Well I have said all I came to talk about and it's after 3:00am and I'm waiting for my meds to kick in .
Have a good night
And may you be visited by 3 spirits
Thats all.........................
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My Japanese Name!!
Jun. 5th, 2005 | 09:41 am
angeleyes_1981Your Japanese Name Is... |
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Your Birthdate: August 12 |
Being born on the 12th day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life. The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental. There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, sometimes "couldn't care less" attitude. You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression. Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing. You are energetic and always a good conversationalist. You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters. Your mind is practical and rational despite this tendency to jump about. You are affectionate and loving - but very sensitive. You are subject to rapid ups and downs. |
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Johnny Depp Quiz
May. 25th, 2005 | 05:41 pm
You are Captain Jack Sparrow. You're fun loving,
boisterous and a little full of yourself. You
tend to look out for your own interests-
although you have a compassionate side; you'll
only help others if it benefits you as well.
Rarely are you serious about anything. Like
many people, you're just trying to be free. You
also somehow manage to look masculine despite
the fact that you wear mascara and move like a
drag queen.
Which Johnny Depp are You?
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Love Johnny....Like Johnny!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Good Afternoon
May. 21st, 2005 | 04:57 pm
mood: 
blah
music: none
Good afternoon readers,
Thought I would drop a few lines to let you know that all is well in camp. Frank was unable to come today due to car problems. He had called earlier today to let me know. I am however still confused about him.
Early this morning I made a breakthrough!!!! I believe now I should be able to write my stories with a little more spice. That would be nice, but I'm not telling you my secret. No ! No! I will keep this one to myself.
I tried to watch television and there is nothing on , and it looks like rain. Oh well there's nothing I can do about it . Maybe I'll look in my book collection and see what's readable, maybe a Susan Johnson novel would be fitting .
I must apologize for no comments on the Michael Jacson Trial. We will soon be losing cable and I wont get court TV or any other good news source to be up to date with it . But I do hope they find him guilty . People like him need put in the slammer for a good long time.
Thats all for today .
Later.......
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Sex Offenders and Child Abusers!!!!
May. 13th, 2005 | 02:34 pm
mood: 
pissed off
Good Afternoon World and how the hell are you?
Today is a beautiful day outside, but inside the fire rages!! You wouldn't want to be in my place, but then again maybe you would. My first thought in this journal is I HATE SEX OFFENDERS, CHILD ABUSERS, AND MEN WHO BEAT THEIR WIVES OR GIRLFRIENDS. No doubt there are some of you who feel the same way. This is where I'm going to vent my feelings, my honest to goodness feelings.
Men who abuse their wives or girlfriends should be tortured properly until death!
Sex offenders and child abusers should also be tortured to the greatest extent! The above mentioned people should pay and pay until hell freezes over. A jail sentence is too damn good this type of treatment to anyone. Whether your male to male, female to female, or man and woman a life sentence in jail is too damn good for someone like you. Don't do the crime if you can't do the time! People like you should rot in hell next to Satan! Unless of course you are worshipping, then your asses need to be sent to God for punishment!!!
I've only just begun the worst is yet to come.............